Naruto...a role model?

Okay...

I've just finished watching the first Naruto movie; Ninja Clash in the Land of Snow...

It had a message...(like the series). - a message about never giving up. a message about fighting for your dreams...

Naruto...even if faced with incredible odds, even if the world is against him, even if nobody expects anything of him, even if he is sort of a laughing stock and an outcast, he never gives up. He trains painstakingly, he perseveres, and he gives his best.

"If you give up, nothing will ever happen, nothing will change."

"NO! 'cause all you're doing is running away(by dying), don't throw away you're life like this!"

"I'll be dead long before I give up!"

"As long as there is hope, one may dream, and with those dreams, the future comes..."

"When you give up, your dreams and everything else, they're gone!"

"I kept at it and didn't give up, and good things happened..."

"so long as you believe in that dream and never give up, someday you will become that"...

"There won't be a happy ending unless you fight for it!"

Those are some of the inspirational words I found in the movie, they're not that exact but at least you get the idea...

the movie made me think...

what if the odds really are against you, and it seems that there is nothing you could do...would you just give up? Or would you do whatever the hell you can?
There are really times where there is really nothing else you could do...but would you still die trying?
Isn't it easier to just give up?

But, then again, if you did, there will never be a CHANCE for you to have a happy ending...




We're all searching for our own happy endings.

This is not a work of art(promise). Just Plain and simple, I dream of you.

I now know...why I can't seem to forget about you.

Remember when I said I don't have any dreams anymore?
I just found out I still do...

I dream of you...

every time I wake up in the middle of the night, it is you who is in my mind.


It seems like every night, it is you who I dream off...
I don't remember any dreams that I've had without you in it.
All the dreams I remember are of you...

I may not be good with logic but all these points out that I dream of you...only you.
And I know...I firmly believe, that I do...only of you.


I dream of you. I can't stop thinking about you. I dream of you.

my giant earthworm...

I found a giant earthworm near our house the other day...

It was about 7 inches in length and 3/4 of an inch in diameter! WOW!

I have never seen an earthworm that big!

at first I just thought of leaving it out there on the street and let nature decide it's fate. - to be eaten by birds or be a plaything for the cats that roamed nearby.
But, it was midday. It was the searing heat of the cement caused by the sun that's going to kill it. The poor thing was twitching and wiggling as it is being sizzled alive. I couldn't stand the sight of that amazing freak of nature as it lay dying there. I felt sorry for it. So I got a jar and placed the worm in it...and showed it off to my family. They had different reactions. My grandma was amazed, my mom kinda grossed out, our maid not grossed out but sorta kinda scared, and my dad the usual no-reaction-emotion-face. Too bad my 'lil sis was at school. She wasn't able to see the whole thing. By the time she got home, I had already put garden soil and dry leaves inside the jar to keep it alive. I was thinking of putting it in a jar filled with chloroform to preserve it but that would be killing it. So I decided to take care of it until it grows old and dies naturally and then preserve it. That way, I could give it a chance to grow bigger.

I also thought of just letting it live naturally in our garden but I got scared and paranoid. I thought what if it is a mutation of some sort or what if it is really some alien parasitic slug waiting for the right time to ambush us and take over our bodies. Yeah, I know. My imagination got the best of me. But hey, better safe than sorry. I also know that taking care of it in a jar would really make a difference if it was really an alien or a mutant, but it gave me comfort and peace of mind.

I was about to take pictures of it this morning( so I could document it, and yes, blog it.). But I found the jar filled with maggots. It was already dead and rotting. I may have been dead since yesterday. I wasn't really able to check if it was still alive yesterday. I got home late and it was already dark. And it was a hassle to remove the all soil and put it all back in. I decided to do it today. But now it was dead. And because it was already rotting and maggot infested, I wasn't able to at least get a photo of it.

*sigh* Too bad...
I really wanted to know why it grew so big...

my giant earthworm...

Bulalo Road trip.

We went on a road trip to Tagaytay today...err I mean yesterday. Whoa! it's already almost 1 am.
Dec. 2 na! Happy B-Day Dad! =)

We had a road trip to "break-in"(i dunno if you know what this means...i don't too) the new car.
The excuse for having a road trip at the LAST day of a long weekend(last day for them, I have no classes on tuesdays), to eat Bulalo.

We searched all over Tagaytay for Bulalo. The restaurant that we knew already ran out of business so we...found ourselves going all the way to Batangas(it's really not that far. HAha)

The restaurant we ate in is also seems running out of business.( lucky, not yet! Yay for Bulalo!!!)
They served the Bulalo in the BIGGEST bowl that I have ever seen! Hahaha
It's kinda the size of a small basin. Bulalo! Bulalo! BULALO!
*sorry(for typing shit that makes me sound like a fucking retard), I'm so sleepy. I'm kinda not myself today. Sleepy*

I can't believe my mom has such a weak stomach. She almost puked at the sight(and smell) of the slaughtered cows that are for sale. beeEf! (There was a slaughterhouse and a wet market near the restaurant.)

The thing that's really...(can't find the right word to describe it...bothering?...basta ganun.)...me is on the car, the radio kept playing Christmas songs and Pinoy Christmas love songs like Pasko na sinta ko, (yadiyadiyada...), over and over. And if it's not that, they're playing heartbreak songs...(BUT majority was still Christmas songs). I had no choice but to bear with it, my mp4 broke down again and needs to be reformatted(again). Those sad songs made me think of...her again. (Haha! like I'm not thinking of her even without listening those songs.) Wala lang. It's kinda sad. Hayz! Haha.

Whatever...

I know that I said in my previous blog that I am not looking look forward to Christmas anymore but after hearing those songs[(the Happy ones, like the song with the line " Let's sing Merry Christmas, and a happy holidays. This season may we never forget the love we have for Jesus") I think the title of that song is Jesus in Our Hearts. I dunno.] I kinda felt the spirit of Christmas again. I felt the joy Chritmas brings to peoples' hearts. That sort of feeling. I may be looking forward to Christmas again. Haha. Let's see. =)

ohw! the MCR concert I'm downloading is finally DOWNLOADED! Haha!

*Fuck! I really sound like an idiot here.* Whatever, like I care! XD