Getting Ready...

I'm feeling really really sleepy today...

I slept at about 1 am this morning and woke up at 7...
Classes begin on monday...so now, I'm already preparing myself.(for it)
I've been sleeping really late this whole summer...watching tv, animes, surfing the net and stuff.
And this is a way I thought of to revert to normal.

Also I usually blog at midnight, but now I'm doing it before supper.
A lot's gonna change...not just my sleeping habit. I can feel it. I'm in college now.
And if I'm gonna change, why not for the better? deshou?...XD

Man, I'm really really sleepy! I can't think straight. I may just be typing nonsense in this blog...
haha...

Zzzzzzzzzzz.....

I just noticed...
Why is the time or clock(whatever you call it) in this blog set for american time?
weird...
Isn't it supposed to be set like our time here in the Philippines? I mean, friendster's like that. So why not blogger?


Okay...

About today...

I really didn't do anything today.(as always)
I just had a Code Geass marathon.
I watched...err, re-watched rather, all the episodes I was unable to last week.

I also watched a few Naruto Shippuden episodes. It was awesome but a weeeeee bit too much "superpowered" to the point that it's already getting a little bit too weird. Merely my opinion though. haha...

hmmm...
Hope we have something good for dinner...
haha...

ja!

Yui and the Bitch...

I didn't get to chat with her today. I overslept.
I caught her online though. But she didn't open up a chat-whatever they call it. That box where you can chat in Imesh. Just like those in YM.
Sorry if I don't know whatever you call it...
I don't even know the filipino term for it(if it has one)...
I just call it the "chatbox". That's the term I use...
Surprisingly, everyone who hears it seems to figure out what I'm talking about...
hehe...XD

Back to the topic. It's better that way...that we didn't chat.
That hunch of mine yesterday...that she was flirting with me. I was right!
Last night I opened up my Imesh and a message popped up...
(You would be able to relate with what I'm saying if you have an Imesh)
(It's exactly like an offline message in YM)
It says: "Sure! I would love to chat with you tomorrow. Mhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I give very long kisses. Take care. Bye".
Or something really really similar to that...
I'm not very sure about that "take care" part. But I'm positively sure that the rest is exactly like what I've typed...

After having her bf cheats on her...after he hurts her. After only a few hours of "the incident", she flirts with me! Rather, she tries to flirt with me. Remember I didn't give in to her.
God, what the hell is the matter with people nowadays! Is there no descent girl left in this world? Or guys too for that matter...

The way people are acting(especially the younger generations), love means nothing more than two people being together, sharing sweet conversations, eating out and having sex. After all that is done and they(or one of the two) had enough, they'll just leave(each other/ the other) and move on to another person, and so on.

God, I hate those kind of people! They really piss me off! They are one of the few main reasons why the world is such an evil place today!
I Hope there's an appropriate punishment waiting for them in the afterlife!

In the brighter side of things, today is a not-so-average day!
I got to play PS2 for free at my aunt's PS2 and PC rentals...
I almost got beat by my little sis at Tekken! Man, I sucked!

At home...
I listed to all Yui MV's I could find. Surprisingly, I didn't find a single one that I didn't like!
Yui's truly amazing! She has a really great(and cute) voice, and I just love the way she sings!
She's really something!

I think I'm in-love again! haha...xP

A Long Chat. Back to Work...again.

Today's just a typical day...but a sad one.

My dad went back to work today...
Though I'm already used to it, I still don't really like it.
Being away from us for a whole month...
And the next time he comes back, He's only gonna stay for 2 weeks unlike the usual 1 month.
And he's the one who asked his boss for it. He said it was for us...to pay the debt we owe the bank...for having our house built. And also because the oil price is increasing. He says that we need the money in order to gas our cars. Gas is getting more expensive by each day passing, he says.
Oh, He knows! His job is in oil mining after all.

Today I had a chat with that girl again. She sounds like she still hasn't recovered.
I learned that she still loves that guy who broke her heart so much...and was thinking of giving him a second chance.
She asked me of my opinion if she really should. I said no. I said "a guy will never change and will only do it again."
We had a long chat today. About an hour or more. That's long by my standards! I'm not really a usual at chatrooms, etc. ( Is that right? Chatrooms? Is that what they're called? Like YM or Imesh chat thing?)

We talked about a lot of things...
It even came to a point in which, I think, she was flirting with me...in that question of hers.
( NOTE: I THINK, if I'm wrong, sorry!)
I didn't take advantage of her...
I answered her question without any malicious intent whatsoever.
And I didn't make my answer sound flirty or anything that would give her the wrong idea that I was hitting on her.
My answer was the cold hard unmalicious TRUTH!

I won't write about that conversation of ours here out of respect for her...also I just want to keep it private. I'm sure she would want the same.

haha!...=)

Shabu Shabu and The Broken Princess...

Just a regular day...

Surfed the net...
Downloaded music..
watched animes...

I did just about everything that I do regularly(since the installment of our DSL)...
Although, I didn't hit "addict mode" today...and I don't know why. I just didn't feel like it. Maybe because the download time in imesh took tooooooo long! In fact it was so long, it either cancelled by itself or I personally cancelled the download. Also I can't download all the music that I want because of the "availability" thing in imesh. The more stars, the "more available" it is, the lesser stars...You've guessed it! The lesser the availability. I can't download most of the songs I like...
What the hell is the use of a DSL if I can't download songs and maximize it's "broadband" capabilities...This really sucks!

I met a girl today...In the Imesh chatroom or whatever the hell they call it. A message box suddenly popped up when I was downloading music...It was a question.
She asked me "Why do u think ur alive" or something like that...
I must admit I was really shocked with the question...
So I asked her, are you emo? She said "It's painted all over, but not to the point that I'd cut myself".
I said "ah...good!...=)" I didn't really know what to say or how to react.
So I answered her question...
My answer was..."I think I'm alive because I have a purpose to live or a purpose/destiny to fulfill...I'm alive 'coz I need to do something great to be able to face God in Heaven..."
That was my exact answer...
Her reply was "good input". And I just replied with a smile...
And then I threw the question back at her...
Her answer was something like..."Earlier because of my bf. But he broke my heart and now I'm dying". A great silence came over me...I didn't hear the dogs barking, the vehicles passing by, the construction going on and even my grandma's loud radio. All was in silence, in that one brief moment. It seemed like that time stood still...

I know that feeling...I've experienced it before. That feeling...which you just wanna tear your chest open with your claws and rip your heart to shreds. I don't ever want to experience that again.

I said "I'm sorry". She said she was alright now. And then she bid me farewell...
She said she has to go...and thank me for the time and the chat.
Then she told me "let's chat again tomorrow" and "wait for me".
I said "okay, I'll wait".
I was thinking about saying "take care, and don't cut yourself" as a joke but I didn't. She is suffering right now and this is not the time to be saying such things, I thought.

Then she said "tc". And I just said "u 2...=)".

Later that afternoon, after fetching mom from the office, we ate at a shabu shabu restaurant...
It was my first time to eat shabu shabu...
There was boiling soup in the middle of the table...and the lady put all of the ingredient in it. She also made the dips where we will dip(obviously) the food after cooking. Everything was done in our table...cooking and all. The ingredients in the soup consisted of vegetables, meat, tofu, mushrooms, shrimp, noodles and fish. It was only a serving for 2 people but it satisfied the 4 of us(mom, dad, me, Issa). It was not as good as japanese food but it was good nonetheless. It was really a unique dinning experience. I wish we could do that again and try out other soups and toppings.

...XD

Back from...

Just got back from our family outing...the only one we had this summer.

It was nothing special but it was great! It was so relaxing!

We went to a hot spring resort in Laguna...

There was a restaurant, a Basketball court, swimming pools (ofcourse), and an indoor swimming pool the size of a large jakuzi(did I get the spelling right?) inside the room we rented...

I didn't swim much...I'm kinda tired of swimming in pools lately. I prefer to swim in a natural body of water like the sea, ocean or a river(so long as it's clean)...

I played basketball for a couple of hours...
There was no one playing when I came to the court but when I started playing, people started coming like ants at the very sound of my dribbling...
We played together. We didn't talk much to each other though...
All WE were there for was to shoot some hoops...
As we were playing, I started to realize the power of the sport...
I had just started realizing that I was playing with people of different ages...ranging from 14-50 years old. I was amazed on how much popular and how much loved the game basketball is...

After playing, I went straight to the jakuzi like indoor swimming pool inside our room. The water was nearly 3 feet deep...and was comfortably hot. I listened to J-music while bathing. As I was relaxed in there, my mind started to drift away...to the land of fantasies. Then, I couldn't help but realize how much that jakuzi like indoor swimming pool thing, and the whole bathroom, looked like an Onsen(japanese hot spring). So I sat in traditional japanese sitting position and acted all cool. I continued doing so until I realized that I was dizzy from staying too long in the hot spring water and got out.

I went back in after eating dinner and at 11 in the evening after watching Mr. Bean's Holiday in HBO.

I went back in again after breakfast and after swimming in the swimming pool. Even though I'm pretty much dizzy of the hot water already, I really couldn't have enough. It was so addicting!

We checked out at about 11 am(this morning) and we ate at the same seafood restaurant we used to everytime we go to Laguna.

Even if it wasn't as much fun as the beach, I had had a pretty good time!...XD

Day 2...

Day 2...after the pc got fixed.

limewire still hangs! aaaaaargh!

So I'm using imesh...
It's not even half as good as limewire but it will have to do...
I downloaded a couple of J-music...


I'll not be able to blog tomorrow...
Our family will go on an outing tomorrow...
We'll be home by monday...

Nothing special happened today...
I didn't even have a thought or an idea that's even worth writing about...
Most of my boring days are like this...

Most of the time I get philosophical ideas...but I had none today.
Even my "fantasy" of creating a "world without evil" did not come to mind...
This was really one of those days which there's nothing to do and nothing really to think about...

The ONLY notable thing that happened today was...
This is the day our maid's mom and younger sister finally left our house after staying here a couple of days...
They came to visit because they(including the father who sent them) were worried that our maid didn't text them...
Baka!(the exact words on my mind when I heard about their reason of visiting)...
How in the world can our made text them if she DOESN'T even have a cellphone!
It was their agreement that she(the maid) would buy a cellphone so they can have communication...
But how the hell can she do that if her mother already took an advaced payment from us?...
and right after her pay day our maid sent the money she earned to them right away...

For the love of God! They only wasted their money coming here and going back...
By the way, they live in Bicol near Mt. Mayon, a 12 hour journey!

Well, it's good that they care so much for their daughter but it's really not the practical thing to do.
Ah! I'll never get parents! Always thinking that their child might be in some kind of predicament...but, that's parently love for you!

I'm really happy they left though...
I'm don't really like people staying here at our house...especially if it's people I don't really know.
I'm not comfortable with them around...I feel like our privacy is being invaded...

mata getsuyobi ni!(did I say it right?)
haha!

I'll be back on monday...

The Beginning...

Just finished creating this blog...

We've just finished having our pc fixed this afternoon...
It had some kind of conflict with our newly installed DSL.

Now, I just found out that our pc was not totally fixed but at least it's condition is bearable...
The pc hangs when I open any of my pc games...even stepmania! And, after I downloaded limewire and started downloading music, it hangs again! Every time I try to download, our fucking pc hangs! What the fuck IS the matter with this motherfucking pc! After fixing one problem, another arises! Also, I found out that this pc has a limit. It hangs after 3 hours of internet connection. Man, this really sucks!

Well, at least I can stream animes from streaming sites...

And at least I can blog all I want now...
wahahaha!

I just wish I knew how to customize my blog...
Maybe I can get Daryl to teach me...or even AJ. They know a lot about these kinds of things.

I've always wanted to blog before...
And now...I'm doing it! hahaha!

I don't really know what other people do with their blogs but as for me, I will put all of my thoughts and experiences in this blog...
I will try to post here in my blog as often as everyday! wahahaha!

I really don't care if others view this blog or not, I just reall wanna write something. I just really wanna express my thoughts and emotions. Also, this is a good way of recording experiences...in which others also might learn from...

Wahahaha!
It's getting late...

mata ashita!