Angel Beats! ep. 13 rewatch

I re-watched Angel Beats! episode 13 again for two times today. And I cried again. =') I cried at both times that I've re-watched it. ^_^.

Angel Beats!

I just saw Episode 13 of Angel Beats!, the last episode. I have NEVER cried so much from any show or movie that I've ever watched before. Even now as I am writing in this blog, I AM IN TEARS! =') The last part about Otonashi and Kanade was really sad, emotional...moving. I replayed that part and I cried a lot more. The first time I was holding Pepito in my lap, our new puppy. As I was watching... I was able to glance at him and I saw hi staring at me. Maybe he could feel all that emotion I'm having or maybe he felt the tears falling to him as it runs down my cheeks. The second time, I put him down and focused all of my attention in watching the part I am replaying. I wanted to feel that emotion all on my own. Alone. And yeah it was really a lot more intense especially in the part where Kanade disappeared. I was really able to feel...it. The feeling of losing Kanade. The feeling of losing someone you love...but not in my perspective. The feeling was different. It's just so amazing how they made this anime. I have really connected with this. Feeling what they feel. Experiencing what they felt. The Joy... The sorrow. Amazing.

The ending...is really amazing. Extremely sad, but definitely amazing.

Yuzuru <3 Kanade

Arvin's Prayer

Oh God. Eternal Flame, Divine Light
Guide me in the darkness of night
As I face the coming of the tide
Stand by me, stay by my side

And as the waves swallow me whole
And as my sins take their toll
Oh Lord, promise me you'll stay
And guide me 'til the light of day

For You love knows no bounds
It spans far beyond the clouds
And Your mercy never gets tired
Even after all the stars expired

Lord, have mercy on my soul.