Trains and Waits.

Afternoon today, I was playing CS at my dad's laptop when I heard the sound of a trains horn. My imagination ran wild. Paranoid, I searched the surrounding area that could be seen through my room's window, kinda convinced that a train might be coming straight at our house. I eventually came to my senses and thought rationally. The nearest railroad was about 8-10 kilometers away from our house. The PNR(Philippine National Railways). It's located beyond Bicutan, across the SLEX. That's really far from here. There's no way a train would come smashing through our home.

This is the first time I heard a trains horn from here.

Still shocked but on my right mind, I ran down to find my dad, hoping that he heard it too or else I might consider myself crazy for hearing things.

I found my dad at the garage, doing the laundry. I asked him if he heard the train, he said yes, to my surprise and to my relief(that I wasn't crazy).
I asked him how was that possible. He said, It is because of the moist air, the sound bounces in the air and could therefore, reach farther. I just believed him, even though he always has a ready answer to all my questions that it is almost impossible to believe that he posses that much knowledge. But he's a man of science, a geologist, and geology is a branch of science so I just chose to believe his every explanation for everything and every phenomena I don't understand. Also, I think it's better that I believe in something rather than not knowing anything. I'm not belittling my dad or his knowledge and capabilities, it's just, he has his history of telling "kwentong barberos" and that sometimes makes it hard to believe in the things he say. But I love him, and if he say the sky is green, then I'll believe that the sky is green. (His favorite color) Haha! ^_^


So it's clearance day tomorrow. My judgement day. I'm terrified, but also rather excited to know the outcome...my grades. I've been waiting since last week for tomorrow to come. I thought it would be a long and agonizing wait, but surprisingly, time flew by so quickly. Except for tonight, I really can't wait. My heart pounds like shit. I'm scared. I want to pass. I need to pass. God help me.

think possitive...
think possitive...
think possitive...

I passed...
I passed..
I passed...

Help me...
Help me...
Help me...God.


Heaven Help us now. Come Crasing down.